Is There A Lesson Learned From The Frustrating Responses From Ahmad And From My Friends? Indeed There Is! Big Time!
Thursday, September 17, 2015 at 4:23 pm
Father? What is it that I am to learn from the frustrating responses from Ahmad and from my friends? Your doings in my life are so exciting to me that I wish I could just share those doings with the whole world for them to see Your amazing work within my being!
Alas! Between the wiles of Satan and the selfishness of people, the only thing I accomplish in sharing with my closest friends is to interrupt their doings—whether they are eating or taking care of this or that!
Perhaps You are strengthening me to suffer in the same way that Yahushua suffered when He walked among mankind.
For Yahushua could not find anyone to comprehend Who He really was nor what He was talking about, not even His twelve called ones.
Thus, Yahushua will retreat to the mountains to commune with You when nighttime came. Perhaps that is the lesson that I am to learn! Perhaps that is what Yahushua meant when He said,
Brother will deliver up brother to death, and the father his child; and children will take a stand against their parents and will have them put to death. And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake, but he who perseveres and endures to the end will be saved from spiritual disease and death in the world to come.
When they persecute you in one town that is, pursue you in a manner that would injure you and cause you to suffer because of your belief, flee to another town; for truly I tell you, you will not have gone through all the towns of Israel before the Son of Man comes.
A disciple is not above his teacher, nor is a servant or slave above his master. It is sufficient for the disciple to be like his teacher, and the servant or slave like his master. If they have called the Master of the house Beelzebub or master of the dwelling, how much more will they speak evil of those of His household.
So have no fear of them; for nothing is concealed that will not be revealed, or kept secret that will not become known. What I say to you in the dark, tell in the light; and what you hear whispered in the ear, proclaim upon the housetops.
And do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; but rather be afraid of Him who can destroy both soul and body in hell (Gehenna).
Are not two little sparrows sold for a penny? And yet not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father’s leave (consent) and notice. But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not, then; you are of more value than many sparrows.
Therefore, everyone who acknowledges Me before men and confesses Me out of a state of oneness with Me, I will also acknowledge him before My Father Who is in heaven and confess that I am abiding in him.
But whoever denies and disowns Me before men, I also will deny and disown him before My Father Who is in heaven.
Do not think that I have come to bring peace upon the earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to part asunder a man from his father, and a daughter from her mother, and a newly married wife from her mother-in-law—and a man’s foes will be they of his own household.
He who loves and takes more pleasure in father or mother more than in Me is not worthy of Me; and he who loves and takes more pleasure in son or daughter more than in Me is not worthy of Me; and he who does not take up his cross and follow Me cleave steadfastly to Me, conforming wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying also is not worthy of Me.
Whoever finds his lower life will lose the higher life, and whoever loses his lower life on My account will find the higher life. He who receives and welcomes and accepts you receives and welcomes and accepts Me, and he who receives and welcomes and accepts Me receives and welcomes and accepts Him Who sent Me.
He who receives and welcomes and accepts a prophet because he is a prophet shall receive a prophet’s reward, and he who receives and welcomes and accepts a righteous man because he is a righteous man shall receive a righteous man’s reward.
And whoever gives to one of these little ones in rank or influence even a cup of cold water because he is My disciple, surely I declare to you, he shall not lose his reward.
O my Father, I know that my children and my friends and even Ahmad do not feel that these words apply to them.
For they claim to love me. They also claim that I speak truth and some are very encouraging when I share but, only for a time.
My sense is that somehow Your Spirit within my being is not connecting with them? I sense that all connect to a certain point but then, the connection ends and all go to their own business and … why does it hurt my Father?
No, this time I am not angry nor am I really disturbed. Only grieving—the grieving of a lost connection—the grieving of being left with a gift on my hands and not being able to deliver it to whom the gift is for!
I called one of my best friends to share my treasure. For some reason I could not find the writing that I needed to share, so, she asked that I call her in half hour.
Well, I did not pay attention to the time and when I found the writing, the writing is so good that I called, only to be sternly reminded that my friend was eating her breakfast and to call later!
O my Father, are You feeling with me? I understand my Father, and You know it. I accept the fact that I am overbearing! Even so, You also know that my life is overbearing to many because I live a life above my own understanding and my own feelings as well as the understanding and feelings of others!
So, I do not share to consult with anyone on any given spiritual issue. Why? Because, You are my Counselor!
I share the process and the results of Your doings in my life for a witness of Your Presence working in my life! Sadly, most all find my sharing overbearing! I’m going to sleep!
I Do Not Speak For Myself! Thus, I Will Not Compromise!
Thursday, September 17, 2015 at 8:07 pm
Father? Thanks for letting me grieve! In due time You dried my tears. Ahmad called. I remained calm to certain extent. Of course, I cannot compromise. Everybody wants to be heard but no one wants to listen!
I cannot open my mouth to relate any incident for example of whatever You give me to share, immediately, I get a retort from the hearer—they have to voice out and exhibit their culture and high evaluation of any word that I pronounce before I get the chance to complete the sharing!
The programmed human minds want control, no two ways about it! I cannot be controlled by any human mind, including my own mind! Why? Because my mind is under the control of my Loving Father!
Am I still, seeking the honor from man?
Friday, September 18, 2015 at 2:38 am
Father? Am I still, seeking the honor from man? Indeed! As a human being such is the innate drive in all of us!
Let us not kid ourselves thinking that we don’t care what others think of us. The honor from people either makes or breaks us! That’s the fact!
What about myself, my Father? Where do I fit among other human beings? How am I to act & react under any given circumstance?
“My child, you are now to act & react as Yahushua did when He walked among mankind.”
Father? When Yahushua walked among mankind, He did many works—super natural works, miracles that proved You sent Him. Myself? What or where is that proof?
With the least of provocation, I get bent out of shape and blow my cool! People, human beings, myself included can be, for the most and to say the least, overbearing!
How can I cope even with my own self? I am overbearing! Disgustingly overbearing! But, a couple of my friends put up with me for a time!
Yes, for a time until they reach their limit to suffer my overbearing self! Then, there is a blow up! I am left alone with my overbearing self again! Unrelated to anyone! Feeling sorry for myself! What kind of life is that, my Father?
“My child, My precious child, that is your human life! But you are no longer living a human’s life! For I have lifted you up to live in your eternal life in My Presence!
For that reason you no longer fit among humans—the human life is disgusting to you as it is to Me! I have lifted you up above such life!
Even so, I must keep you among humans for the time being to finish the work of restoration that I started among mankind with the birth, life, death and resurrection of My Son!
Therefore, because of your experience of life eternal, the reactions from the carnal self of mankind, including your own carnal nature, are extremely offensive to you!
Regardless it all, My precious child, I am keeping you undefiled by the carnal nature. Thus, no matter what you or others think or feel or do, you will continue in the path that I have marked for you!
There is much work ahead of you! Have no fear! I have given you the power of love from on high to handle it all!
Furthermore, be not surprised at the blow ups among your people—there will continue to be a severing of any distraction from the work ahead of you!
For the distractions from the flesh—the carnal self shall continue to cross your daily path. Even so, I have overcome the flesh for you. No need to be concerned with such distractions!
In the other hand, now more than ever before, My people must come to accept My decree as it is written,
It is the Spirit Who gives life—He is the Life-giver; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever, there is no profit in it. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life. John 6:63
Yahushua answered him, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that unless a person is born again (anew, from above), he cannot ever see (know, be acquainted with, and experience) the kingdom of heaven. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, unless a man is born of water and even the Spirit, he cannot ever enter the kingdom of heaven. What is born of, from the flesh is flesh—of the physical is physical; and what is born of the Spirit is spirit. John 3:3,5
And Yahushua said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, you cannot have any life in you unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood—unless you appropriate His life and the saving merit of His blood. John 6:53
Such is My decree! It cannot be changed! Even so, the human mind has been programmed to believe that man can live above My decree!
The human mind is programmed to think that human beings have the power to break My decree and live forever by their own power!
My child, such is the lie implanted in the human mind by the arch enemy of My Being, Satan—the enemy of your souls.
In addition, there are many other lies ingrained in the human mind by Satan.
Therefore, the human mind must be repelled. In order to enter into My Kingdom, a human being, by his own will, must choose to repel his own thinking or understanding.
Now, the time is due for all human beings to know the Truth of the condition of their human mind. This Truth should empower many to repel that mind and reach up to Yahushua!
The first step towards freedom is to quit questioning My doings!
For there is no way that the human mind can assimilate an smidgen of My goodwill in all the happenings that go on in this world, whether good or evil!
Therefore, I cannot allow the insidious questioning from the human mind.
In due time, I let known My secrets to a surrendered soul.
Even so, the mind of the flesh is vanished from My sight!
For the mind of the flesh means death to the life in My mind!
Thus, in order to reach the heart of My children scattered all over the world, the power of love from high has descended on you and several other recipients of the Truth that has set you and will set all free!
In addition, the power of love from on high has nurtured Yahushua’s nature within your being.
Thus, your tendency to act & react exactly as Yahushua did when He walked among mankind!
Therefore, Yahushua’s words are coming to pass exactly as those are written. Thus all the difficulties in your human relationships!
All the insults and negative reactions to you were thrown at Yahushua Himself by His own people, just like it is happening to you. For it is written,
I am able to do nothing from Myself independently, of My own accord–but only as I am taught by my Father and as I get His orders. Even as I hear, I judge—I decide as I am bidden to decide.
As the voice comes to Me, so I give a decision, and My judgment is right (just, righteous), because I do not seek or consult My own will—I have no desire to do what is pleasing to Myself, My own aim, My own purpose but only the will and pleasure of the Father Who sent Me.
If I alone testify in My behalf, My testimony is not valid and cannot be worth anything. There is Another Who testifies concerning Me, and I know and am certain that His evidence on My behalf is true and valid.
You yourselves have sent an inquiry to John and he has been a witness to the truth. But I do not receive a mere human witness the evidence which I accept on My behalf is not from man; but I simply mention all these things in order that you may be saved (made and kept safe and sound).
John was the lamp that kept on burning and shining to show you the way, and you were willing for a while to delight (sun) yourselves in his light. But I have as My witness something greater (weightier, higher, better) than that of John; for the works that the Father has appointed Me to accomplish and finish, the very same works that I am now doing, are a witness and proof that the Father has sent Me.
And the Father Who sent Me has Himself testified concerning Me. Not one of you has ever given ear to His voice or seen His form (His face–what He is like). You have always been deaf to His voice and blind to the vision of Him.
And you have not His word (His thought) living in your hearts, because you do not believe and adhere to and trust in and rely on Him Whom He has sent. That is why you do not keep His message living in you, because you do not believe in the Messenger Whom He has sent.
You search and investigate and pore over the Scriptures diligently, because you suppose and trust that you have eternal life through them. And these [very Scriptures] testify about Me!
And still you are not willing—but refuse to come to Me, so that you might have life. I receive not glory from men I crave no human honor, I look for no mortal fame, but I know you and recognize and understand that you have not the love of the Father in you.
I have come in My Father’s name and with His power, and you do not receive Me, your hearts are not open to Me, you give Me no welcome; but if another comes in his own name and his own power and with no other authority but himself, you will receive him and give him your approval.
How is it possible for you to believe how can you learn to believe, you who are content to seek and receive praise and honor and glory from one another, and yet do not seek the praise and honor and glory which come from Him Who alone is the Almighty?
Put out of your minds the thought and do not suppose as some of you are supposing that I will accuse you before the Father. There is one who accuses you—it is Moses, the very one on whom you have built your hopes in whom you trust.
For if you believed and relied on Moses, you would believe and rely on Me, for he wrote about Me personally. But if you do not believe and trust his writings, how then will you believe and trust My teachings? How shall you cleave to and rely on My words?
In conclusion My precious child, blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous—with life-joy and satisfaction in My favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.
Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you.
You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltiness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.
You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.
Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven.”
Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! There went my troubled mind! There went my unworthy suspicions about my friends or any other human being! Away with my carnal thoughts & feelings!
There you have it! I did not originally pronounced nor write those amazing words! Thus, I am going to let my light shine! Shine! No matter who or what attempts to dim it down!
From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia