In Hind Sight… The Carnal Self Remains The Same—No Profit For The Flesh! Thus It Must Die
Friday, September 18, 2015 at 7:20 pm
Father? You know that reading Yedidah’s latest article has given me a sense that something is not right in that article. Perhaps it is the fact that she talks on how she is led by You and exhorts all to let You lead us but then, she goes on to give specific instructions that makes people, least made me in the past, struggle to follow her instructions.
Struggling to follow her instructions I wound up making a ‘god’ out of her! Then, I have had the opportunity of meeting several of her followers that are so much overtaken by Yedidah that these people live and breathe by Yedidah’s mail!
A very sad situation, because I truly respect the fact of her total devotion to You and, You have shown me the uncanny parallel of the things that You give us to write about. Because of that parallel, I have been wrongly accused of cloning Yedidah!
For example, the title for my next book is, Reality: Dying in the present! Living in eternity! Yesterday, while I was taking advantage of some of her articles that You have quickened me to pull for Ahmad, out of curiosity I decided to check what is she writing now. Wow! Her title, YOU HAVE TO DIE IN ORDER TO LIVE! The same content of my title!
In addition, another thing that I find not right is the fact that she talks about immediately getting Your mind at our new birth. This is not what I have experienced.
At first, yes, I thought to possess Your mind. Then You have opened my eyes to see that I thought like Your servant Job, I thought I knew You but I was wrong! You convicted me big time!
O well! Such are our lives in Your Presence. Anyhow, Yedidah is Your servant and You know all about her doings! If it is Your will for her to see my sense in what she is writing, let it be You the One to quicken her to find my site.
You have instructed me not to compare myself with others and not to follow others. You are my Master & Teacher. I have nothing to worry about.
Saturday, September 19, 2015 at 1:49 am
One 7th day of rest closer to Yahushua’s return, my Father! Here I am, sitting in Your Presence, working, waiting with hope for the things not seen to materialize.
You know all about our needs! And I know that a lot of what I think I need is not necessarily in Your list. Even so, I am hoping that You give to Ahmad the means to take care of his family as well as of myself if needed. It seems to me that we need a car but, You have not yet supplied the means for us to get it! I wait on You!
Father’s Answer In Disguise….
Saturday, September 19, 2015 at 6:05 am
Father? Once again I want to thank You for transforming my being into a vessel fit for Your use.
Dear Reader, I never know what or how I am to write anything at any given time! Perhaps I know the what but, I have no idea of how I am write whatever Father brings to my remembrance. So, I wrote that first sentence this morning.
What? ….transforming my being into a vessel fit for Your use? That brought to my remembrance, August of 1985—Father’s first words to me!
Immediately, I pulled the record of those words and read them, savoring each one of those words. Suddenly! I realized that as I read Yedidah’s article, I had regressed to my same state of mind I had in 1985 at the moment I heard my Father’s voice! My state at that time,
“Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father?”
And my Father answered me,
“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME. Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self conscious.”
Truly, the human mind does not benefit with our new birth! The human mind stays the same! For our Father, purposely, allows it to be so as per His written words. Read it in Romans 7!
That is why we have to die daily! We have to repel that mind, that thinking of ours on the daily basis by the power of love from on high! By no means we are to depend on our thinking or feelings of any kind!
At all times we are to rest! To remain still waiting for our Loving Father to develop His plan for our lives! Of course, to rest and remain still does not mean we are to be idle! By all means we are to work—His work and in His time and direction!
Thus, while we remain still, He keeps us occupied in whatever task He has assigned for our lives!
This attitude and reality of my daily life is the work that Father has accomplished within my being after all these years since 1985! My life is truly above the ordinary life that I lived in the past. My closest friends can testify to that fact!
Therefore, my testimony of this amazing work shall turn many hearts towards our Father/Creator unlike any other testimony in the past!
Eventually, Father will have all of us into His fold in the Oneness with both—Yahuwah/Yahushua—Father & Son. John 17 will then be fulfilled for good as it is written,
Neither for these alone do I pray it is not for their sake only that I make this request, but also for all those who will ever come to believe in, to trust in, cling to, rely on Me through their word and teaching. That they all may be one, just as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.
I have given to them the esteem and honor which You have given Me, that they may be one even as We are One: I in them and You in Me, in order that they may become One and perfectly united, that the world may know and definitely recognize that You sent Me and that You have loved them even as You have loved Me.
Father, I desire that they also whom You have entrusted to Me as Your gift to Me may be with Me where I am, so that they may see My esteem, which You have given Me—Your love gift to Me; for You loved Me before the foundation of the world.
O just and righteous Father, although the world has not known You and has failed to recognize You and has never acknowledged You, I have known You continually; and these men understand and know that You have sent Me.
I have made Your Name known to them and revealed Your character and Your very Self, and I will continue to make You known, that the love which You have bestowed upon Me may be in them felt in their hearts and that I Myself may be in them.
“Therefore, My precious & beloved thia/Basilia, My work to fulfill Yahushua’s request has been going on & on until this moment.
But My children are human beings and as human beings cannot comprehend My ways—it is impossible for them to comprehend the things of the spirit because they are physical.
Yet, My child, as you are experiencing the brunt of human frustration for lack of understanding of My ways so are the rest of My children!
Even so, My work will soon come to an end and I will accomplish My will to fulfill My Son’s request in spite of all the obstacles in the way!
For I am Almighty Yahuwah and by no means I will give My authority to Satan or anything else under, on or over the earth! And so My child, the best thing you can do at the moment is to work at the task I have assigned unto you.
And when the peak of human frustration & discomfort comes to you, go ahead and sleep & rest & wait until My due time comes for you to see My deliverance—even Yahushua in His full splendor! For I will fulfill My promise to you personally as it’s written in the last verse of Psalms 91,
“And because you My child—My beloved Thia have set your love upon Me, therefore will I deliver you; I will set you on high, because you know and understand My name—have personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trust and rely on Me, knowing I will never forsake you, no, never! And you shall call upon Me, and I will answer you; I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you. With long eternal life will I satisfy you, and show you—reveal to you My salvation even Yahushua your Messiah!”
This little light of mine! I’m going to let it shine! Let it shine! Shine! Shine! As I go along on the valley of death that we are all traveling along!
From His Presence let my voice resound in the waves of the Internet and in the books by yours truly from one end of the earth to the other! thia/Basilia—Webmaster/Author/ Publisher
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia