Response To Those Labeled As Bipolar Disorder, Varying Degrees Of And Various Types Of Depression, Varying Degrees Of Psychosis—ADHD, Anxiety, Sleep Disorders, Schizophrenia And What Have You….

The end before the post itself….
Saturday, November 28, 2015 at 2:39 am
Father, You are leading me all the way, that’s for sure! I got up around 1:00 am. Checking my emails I found a new follower,
A Place to be Real just started following you at
http://inspirationalbythia.wordpress.com.
Of course, I checked her blog.
https://tigress511blog.wordpress.com/about-me/  Much impressed as I read her about page until I came to the end and ..dropped my jaw! Wow! What a parallel to my own diagnosis a long time ago.
I started to write a comment. On second thought it came to me to write a post in response to the many bloggers that are searching for answers or willing to share their lives to encourage all traveling in the same boat labeled as Mental Insanity.
Many are following the blogs created by yours truly under the leading & direction of our Father/Creator of our beings, hopefully to find the reality of such conditions.
I cannot make any predictions or formulate anything about what is happening with the posts that are attracting so many in such a short time.
Rather, I can make a candid observation about it all, ‘Our Father/Creator is accomplishing His loving will in the lives of each one of His children, one by one all over the four corners of the earth.’
May it so be done! His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia.

Friday, November 27, 2015 at 11:01 am
Father? Thanks for Your Presence in my being and in my life. Because of Your Presence I can face tomorrow. Because of Your Presence all fears & worries akin to mankind are gone!

What a blessed life to live in the midst of this poignant & treacherous world that we are all doomed to live in!

Indeed, we live in a poignant world—a world where a sensitive and delicate and fragile soul cannot survive but by Your Presence in the heart.

Father? In the blogging world I am learning much about these sensitive and delicate and fragile souls. Many of them have found You and many are still searching.

I do not know whether You are working or not through the writings You have me to publish. I do not have to know. For hope is the evidence of things not yet seen.

Even so my Father, You know how rough it gets when the time goes by and I do not hear from anyone. I have been sleeping for the last couple of hours.

It is now 1:43 pm. I have not heard from anyone, not even from Ahmad. How can I stop my thinking, O Father of mine? One thing is good—I am not in panic letting my imagination run wild.

Instead, I know, somehow I know that You are working all things together for our good. There is no need for me to panic or dwell in all kinds of imaginations.

I refuse to panic, I cast all my imaginations under Your feet. Trample away my Master. I wait on You with patience & composure in the hope of our deliverance.

Saturday, November 28, 2015 at 1:12 am
I sense in my heart that this day you have crossed my path for a most definite purpose.

I dare not even think as to the nature of such purpose. I look forward to continue following you and see what transpires. It is written,

There are some things in those epistles of Paul that are difficult to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist and misconstrue to their own utter destruction, just as they distort and misinterpret the rest of the Scriptures.

O people, people, Open your eyes and see how ignorant and unstable fools we are! I speak for all of us because I have been an ignorant & unstable fool most of my life just like the rest of my dear brothers & sisters!

How dare I make such statement? Three main reasons qualify me to state such a thing,

1. The Catholic Church intimidated me for the first half of my life to believe IN the Catholic Church and nothing else!
2. I felt into the staunch beliefs & doctrines of the Baptist Church along the whole of Christian Systems! From paying my 10% mandatory tithes to not ever touch the anointed leader of whatever group I had joined! I was a faithful Christian paying my dues & abiding by the understanding of the Scriptures of my leaders and of myself.
3. I got out of the Christian wagon and got a hold of the Messianic & Hebraic roots movement only to eventually find out that this movement is not a bit different in the heart of the wicked carnal self of mankind—in fact this group is even worse than the traditional groups.

Well in the midst of these three stages of my life Yahushua stepped into my life in 1985 and changed me forever!

He steadied my steps and in 1987 His Set-Apart Spirit provided for me a benefactor. This benefactor—a unique gentleman among mankind, gave me an apartment to live in and supported me at a time when I had no means to support my own self.

In this apartment, His Set-Apart Spirit separated me from it all—churches, groups, books, teachers & teachings.

The whole kit & caboodle I was to discard and dedicate myself to record only what the Set-Apart Spirit would inspire to me as I went through the Scriptures!

I obeyed and I committed—submitted myself to His Set-Apart Spirit until 1992. But then there was a drastic change in my life when my benefactor died in 1992.

In the process of my grief I faulted because I was still unstable & ignorant. I sought back the fellowship of what I considered to be the believers in different denominations.

Also with much zeal I attempted to please my children so, I went along with all of their beliefs & practices until 2007.

In the meantime during those 12 years from 1995-2007 I put myself under the care of the medical profession only to wind up in the emergency room at the point of death in May of 2007!

At that time the Set-Apart Spirit had begun to open my eyes to the reality of my unstable state of ignorance.

Then, suddenly! on Saturday September 15, 2007 Yahushua stepped into my life once again and convicted me of my faulting 12 years.

I heard His voice telling me something to this effect, “You are in that condition because you have regressed to your past ways. You can no longer hear Me because your mind is dull with all those pills you are ingesting, your spirit is asleep because of your busyness with people. You are no longer following Me instead you are following the doctors that are prescribing your death.”

For I had regressed to it all—churches, groups, books, teachers & teachings, the whole kit & caboodle that I was to discard and dedicate myself to record only what the Set-Apart Spirit would inspire to me as I went through the Scriptures!

Not only that, but during that time I lived under the influence of all kinds of prescribed drugs that I and my family considered necessary for me to function in spite of my many illnesses.

For I was staunchly determined to function and take care of the widows & the orphans—I was very busy doing my Christian duty!

And so on that day as my eyes & ears were opened, unknown power came to me and I got up and flushed down the toilet nearly $1000.00 of prescribed drugs!

I resigned my respectable position as a Senior Companion. O cancelled all my doctor’s appointments.

Once again & forever or for good I submitted myself to my Master Yahuwah /Yahushua!

It’s now July of 2013 and I can now see very clear what an ignorant & unstable woman I used to be along with all my brothers & sisters that to this day refuse to admit their ignorant instability and remain stuck in all of their staunch beliefs & aberrations.

Unfortunately, my statement is not coming from my head but so it’s written in more than one passage of the written words of our Father—the Scriptures!

What is going to take for my brothers & sisters and my children to see & hear? I don’t know! But I don’t have to know for Father knows and He alone knows best!

And I thank my Father for empowering me to live above my doubts & feelings as I observe the whole spectrum of happily confused humanity just living a happy life at any cost!

For that is all that my doubts & feelings are—just that and, nothing that can affect my stand in the love of our Father for us all!

His love shall lift us all in spite of our willful ignorance! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Candidly and with His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia.

Go back to the previous post for better understanding of the present one.

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