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Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, July 5, 2017 at 11:20 pm
Well, O my Father, my day is almost over. So much You gave me today. I will now proceed to register for the course in Wilks Community College. Maybe when I finish with the registration I will feel like sleeping. Right now I am quite awaken. I wait on You.
Thursday, July 6, 2017 at 8:33 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? How blessed I am. I am not alone. You are with me, and! With You so many of Your children are with me. Bless them all, my Beloved Father, bless them with even more blessings that You bestow on me. I ask You for especial blessing for Ipuma Black today.
And I ask for Your blessing for Ahmad and for Joyce. You know my concern for Ahmad & Joyce’s troubles. All my former troubles and tribulations have disappeared. But, my two keepers’ troubles have not. Even so, You are in control of every minute detail of our lives. So, help us to see Your blessings in disguise. Going to fix me some breakfast. Be back, I hope.
Thursday, July 6, 2017 at 12:43 pm
Dear Reader, as you know from reading previous posts, I am a tutorial aficionado. Mention ‘free tutorial’? You got my attention! Quickly, I can’t enter my email fast enough. Well, most tutorials I never finish, but! I do get much here and there. But why I do not finish most tutorials? Simple, the Father/Creator leads me all the way. Whatever I do, I do it because that is what He has led me to do at that precise moment.
Well, it is by the grace of the Father/Creator that people comes into my life through my inbox. So, when it comes to the tutorials, for the most the tutorials coming my way are all about the same thing, either sales or marketing—what am I supposed to do to get good at either. Only the Father/Creator tells me: “Do what they tell you, but, do not do what they do.”
It takes me a while to abide by such instruction. I start the tutorials to see what is that I am supposed to do, but then, I get to the part of doing? I quit. I go to my journal. Father quickens one or another issue. He quickens me to click one link or the other. I read, read, read for a while until I get His leading on what am I to write next. What am I driving at? What’s my point?
The truth? I am pointless! I just write and publish and optimize whatever the Father/Creator’s Spirit within me leads me to write and publish and optimize. How ‘bout that? I am finally seeing what He means by “Do what they tell you but do not do what they do.” Wow!
What is it that all the successful and the normal law-abiding citizen of any country do? They abide by the laws and rules and are passionate about reinforcing such laws and rules. Everything the good people do is done accordingly to their laws and rules of their doings.
Thus, their lives runs like a well-oiled machine. Some of those machines are quite tempting. In my cleverness? I can’t find anything wrong with such lives, until? The Spirit within me says: “Tell the righteous about their sin.” What sin? Why are all these beautiful people sinning? They good people. They are doing all what they are supposed to do for You. It is then when I hear that sad voice in my head:
“Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.
Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?
And then I will say to them openly (publicly), I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly [disregarding My commands]. Matthew 7:21-23
“I Never Knew You…”
Me? Nay! You won’t catch me claiming such amazing powers! At one point of my life, when I was trying life as I saw fit to live, yes, I whine and whine because others were highly honored for their power to cast out demons and such, but! Father paid no mind to my whining.
Now? No way I want to hear those four most horrible words. But! I don’t have to worry about that. Why? Despite all my whining Father has not given me such powers or commonly called, ‘gifts’ to quote our Brother Paul. I don’t even have a power to kill that roach that came to intrude in my little piece of heaven the other morning. I think Father got rid of it as I asked Him to do. I do not see it anymore. Guess that’s my point, you think, dear reader?
O well, my Father, guess I am supposed to back to the title for this post. Where Are Ye All At In This World Of Insanity? Indeed! This is a world of INSANITY!
I SEE! What do I SEE, my Father? Ha! I have in mind the whole euphoric world of happiness at any cost. Yoga & meditation is the thing of the day. Me? I been there. I done it all. Up goes my latest request about my past and my present, O my Father—O Father of mine? Just now the perennial question in my mind pop up, “Why do you let me see evil all around me?” The prophet Habakkuk comes into play. It all ties down to my past & my present, isn’t, my Father?
Dear, Reader, bear with me while I quote the Scripture. It is quite relevant to this moment:
O Master, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You of violence and You will not save? Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble? For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore, the law is slackened and justice, and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the [hostility of the] wicked surrounds the [uncompromisingly] righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted.
Your answer to the prophet:
Habakkuk 1:5-12 Look around [you, Habakkuk, replied the Master] among the nations and see! And be astonished! Astounded! For I am putting into effect a work in your days [such] that you would not believe it if it were told you.
Habakkuk 2:2-6 AMPC+
Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by. For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day.
Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness.
Hebrews 10:36-39 AMPC+
For you have need of steadfast patience and endurance, so that you may perform and fully accomplish the will of God, and thus receive and carry away [and enjoy to the full] what is promised.
For still a little while (a very little while), and the Coming One will come and He will not delay.
But the just shall live by faith [My righteous servant shall live by his conviction respecting man’s relationship to God and divine things, and holy fervor born of faith and conjoined with it]; and if he draws back and shrinks in fear, My soul has no delight or pleasure in him.
But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most, through Yahushua, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul.
Friday, July 7, 2017 at 6:03 am.
Alright, my dear Reader, is time for me to respond with my child’s heart. It is no longer time for me to react with my human ‘grown up’ heart. It is no longer time to react with wisdom from below in the human mind from the start.
To repeat, “But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most, through Yahushua, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul.”
There is no argument. There is no debate. There is no explanation. There is no longer a desire to impose upon others what I believe. For what I believe is not a ‘belief’. Rather, by faith my soul is preserved. For what I believe in is not a belief or a doctrine or religion of any kind.
I believe or I cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty Creator of our beings referred as ‘God’ for the most. He sent Yahushua, the Messiah, period. I believe in such a Mighty Being.
There is no human explanation. There is no human ability to grasp the scope of the doings or actions of such a Mighty Being that has captivated my trust and faith on Him without any reservation whatsoever.
How did He captivate my trust and faith on Him? That’s what the journal of my life is all about. That’s why He instructed me to write the story of my life in a journal of my daily living on these earthly grounds. And that’s why He spoke to me that day on August of 1985.
First Words my Father spoke to me in 1985
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment:
“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love. These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.
“You cannot give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will send you those to whom I have given the flowers you are holding; some will pick just the flowers from you, and some will pick you up, and use you to bring good news and cheer to others. Rest in Me and hold My flowers.
“Do not put your own flowers in that vessel of yourself; because they are the flowers that wilt and don’t last; but the flowers that I am letting you hold will last forever.”
And what kind of flowers are those Father? I asked. And You said to me:
“You are only the vessel to hold these flowers and you need not to know what kind of flowers they are, again I say, rest on Father and just know that you are holding MY flowers and not your flowers.”
Then You spoke to me a second Word to answer my dilemma at that time. I asked,
“Father? Are You trying to tell me to quit looking at what I do and what I say and just to rely on You that what I am saying comes from You and what I am is what You are working with and that You are in control and to quit doubting everything because it doesn’t fit exactly with what I think and what I reason to be Okay, Father?
And You answered me,
“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.
“Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.
“Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”
Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,
“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.
“Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.
“You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.
“Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.
“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.
“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.
“Take everything in this day and know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”
So, that’s where I am at, my dear Reader. Now, there is a Fresh Start after 32 years since our Father spoke those words to me. Those words that have come to pass verbatim as written.
On the morning of June 20, 1985, Yahushua stepped into my life. When I think of how religion did not avail me, I felt that ‘God’ had failed me. I went my way. I was angry, but! That morning of June 20, 1985, Yahushua stepped into my life and religion became to be no more for me.
He gave me a new life. He set me free from my religious life. He began a radical transformation of my being. It took 32 years to develop my transformation, but! This 2017 year He declared it to be finished.
I observe the present of so many of my people, once living a religious and righteous life, it leaves me dumbfound. Why? Because, I also observe the many that have been burnt by religion. They are angry, but! They can’t acknowledge that anger. So, they abandon their concept of ‘God’. They resolve to find a way to happiness for themselves. There is where so many stand at the present time—happy but away from the Almighty Creator of our beings.
Even so, I now rejoice because, Father reveals to me every single day, the work He is doing in each one of His children’s heart. What a marvel to see!
How about you, my Friend? I read your posts. I sense a general connection among us all, but! Could we begin to personalize our connection? I appreciate Matthias comment. And! On the most personal way? I am so blown away with the connection with my daughter Denise.
Father has brought us back to each other after a long separation of about 10 long years. Ten years of intense pain, but!
- Ten years precisely scheduled by the Master hand of our Father/Creator.
- Am I or is she imposing upon me or I upon her?
- Not at all!
- Relating to each other not imposing is a more appropriate word to describe what is happening between us.
The same is happening with several of my readers that have commented on the posts. And that’s where I am at, my dear reader. We live in an INSANE WORLD. No two ways about. We all have our amazing moments in our lives. As I read your posts I am touched by your moments and I express it so in a comment sometimes.
Why not comment all the time? I don’t know. Perhaps, it is a matter of how the Spirit of our Father leads me to do. And, perhaps you do not comment because that’s how the same Spirit is leading you to do. But I hope the Spirit leads you to share how your news relate to what you read in what I post.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.