“You’ll never be successful until you get out of your own way.”
Hahaha! That’s why I am successful! I gotten out of my own way. Behold the power of love from on high! That love lifedt me up. What about you, my friend? Are you willing to let that love drench your whole being?
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, July 12, 2017 at 8:22 pm
Father? I am here again to dump on You. You know how much I was waiting for this day to start my lessons, but! I am finding myself reflecting on the many obstacles in my way. For example, I ran out of ink and paper to print my lessons. I do not have the money nor the ability to go shopping not only for ink & paper but also for other things I could use while I take my lessons and beyond.
Perhaps, I need to reconsider taking these lessons. Reading the first lesson, I feel discouraged. The learning curve is quite high. Should I cancel the course? Perhaps this is just a distraction from Your purpose for my life. I will discuss the matter with Joyce. There are many free tutorials that could help me.
Father? Perhaps this is a lesson in humility You needed to teach me. For You know how humiliating it is to admit a mistake or whatever one wants to call not making the best choice, but! I know You are in all of this. You lead me all the way. Even all my maniacal ideas of doing one thing or the other it is something under Your control.
Wednesday, July 12, 2017 at 10:42 pm
Thanks, my Father! It’s done! I cancelled the course at Wilks. This is an example of Your ways to control our doings. I am free to choose without fear of making the wrong choice because, I know with certainty You are watching over me. Should my choice is not the best? You show it to me for me to choose otherwise. What a way to exercise freedom of choice!
Father? How can I not be concerned with the lack of response from so many recipients of the email You instructed me to deliver? Perhaps Your people do not have the time or inclination to respond. Perhaps You do not intent for me to get the glory that only belongs to You. I thank You for the power of Your love from on high You have invested upon me. No fears. No worries. All is well with my soul. It’s 11:21 pm. Time for sleep.
Thursday, July 13, 2017 1:24 am
O my Father, here I am. But I am not alone. You are with me. And You know why I am so down and out. No problem. You are in control of this moment I must pass by. I will now check LOVE—The End Of The Matter. The Power Of Love.
Thursday, July 13, 2017 at 4:18 am
Thanks, my Father. How appropriate You remind me of Your doings within my being. You lifted me up. You sent me to LOVE—The End Of The Matter. The Power Of Love to read the following.
Thursday, July 13, 2017 at 8:46 am
Thanks, O my Father! Been sleeping on and off all night. You are healing my body while I sleep. I feel much better than what I have been feeling for the last couple of days, but! You know all about it. Living a life in Your Presence does not mean that it is all and eternal bliss taking place already. A life free of pain and troubles of any kind.
Indeed! If anything, the painful feelings about all that goes on in these earthly grounds rather intensifies more than diminish. Why? Because in the Oneness with You, I feel what You feel if only in a minor schedule as You suffer all that goes on in my little corner of these earthly grounds, but! You never give me any more than what I can take. Thus, the intensity of my bad feelings do not last. Thanks, my Father.
What about you, my dear Reader? Have you come to terms with your own suffering? Have you learned to overcome it all by the power of love from on high? I hope the reading of these lines encourages you to go on with hope in your heart. You’ll never be alone.
His love in my heart for all and especially for you, my dear Reader of these lines, thiaBasilia. 😊