The Nightmare Had Begun! But Soon The Dream Shall Come On …

The Whirlwind Descended. Account Is Taken And Given. Transition Completed …

The Final Cycle For Your thiaBasilia …

The hour and the moment? The 11th hour. Double fives before the 12th hour. What is the meaning of this moment of my life in Your Presence my Master? Quote:

The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment

All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.

That was the account taken. The double fives? Quote:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

  • The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.
  • No bad things to say about it.
  • Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
  • The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven.
  • There are not many bad things to say about heaven,
  • and there is probably alot of grace and life there.
  • The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

That Was The Account Given. Transition Completed. Grace And Preparation Now …

Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 2:48 pm.

Master? Without Your grace to prepare nothing that we do is worth a plug nickel. Even if our preparations and amazing successful enterprises seem to prove me wrong.

  • Your dealings and work within me for the last 35 years proves such statement to be a fact.
  • The month of September was a nightmare that ended superbly setting me up with the means to carry on with amazing ease.

What That Got To Do With Your Grace? …

Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 7:18 pm.

Ha! As long as I kept trying to help myself in the whole month of September I failed. The minute I quit trying and started trusting You without reservations immediately! All my computer problems ceased!

No Kidding! I Am Dumb Found! The Best Part? …

My body began to function. I can turn my neck. I can bend to pick things up. I can help myself without pain. I am able to laydown and getup with ease. No more pain. What a blessing!

  • And the Internet?
  • No problem.
  • Just adjust myself to take advantage of it when is up.
  • Otherwise?
  • Wait until it stabilizes.
  • No more struggling to make it connect when millions are doing the same thing. I wait.
  • All my doings now are as You foretold me 10 years ago.

Quote:

  • “My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written. Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.
  • “My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy. Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it. You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.
  • “My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
  • “Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now! Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest. Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done. You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time. There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.
  • “My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!”

Indeed! The Physical Came First. Now The Ethereal In Your Mountain Top …

Thursday, October 8, 2020 at 11:50 pm.

Leaving in Your Mountain Top I have Your power to overcome the miseries this world can handle to me. The truth of the matter is that all miseries are only Your pruning shears to make me bear the precious fruit of Your righteousness.

  • I can now go on to give witness of Your dealings to convict and to restore me from my own insidious doings.

Repentance Is Not A Nasty Word Nor It Means Only To Quit Our Nasty Habits …

So? What Repentance Means As Per The Written Words? …

Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 3:52 pm

Amend: to improve; change for the better; heartily amend our ways, with abhorrence of past sins. To pick it up from the last post,

“You are witnesses of these things. And behold, I will send forth upon you what My Father has promised; but remain in the city [Jerusalem] until you are clothed with power from on high.”

Master? You Are Opening My Mind To Understand Your Written Words …

Master? Repentance was the subject in the grand event of You walking among mankind. Your first cry out to the religious people of Your day? REPENT! Quote:

Matthew 4:17 AMPC+

From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. End of quote.

Ha! I Never Paid Mind To Your Meaning Of Repent …

  • Never occurred to me to include my religious self-righteous life in the amending. Duh!
  • In fact? I double my efforts to clothe myself to abide in You.
  • You showed me about self-righteousness, but I applied it to others until!
  • Your time came to call me to the carpet, but!
  • I still kept going backwards to my ways.
  • Such is the way of the human nature in me.
  • Then? Your final conviction on July 1, 2020, and?
  • Since then, no turning back!
  • I remain repentant by the power of Your immense love for me.

So Now? I Am Your Witness …

For You have clothed me with the power from on high to witness of those things confirming the essence of Your Being within me calling Your people to repentance.

Wow! Ignorance Is Not A Bliss When We Miss A Kiss …

Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 11:24 am.

O my Master! I got a smirk on my face as You quicken these headlines to me.

  • Somehow, as I begin to record You quicken whatever passages of Scripture You want to proclaim in the post.
  • This time? Psalms 2 popped in my mind quickening the headline to use. Why?

WHY DO The Nations Assemble With Commotion Uproar And Confusion Of Voices …

How well the tragic aftermath of COVID-19 is described in those words written in Psalms 2.

  • And why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

And My Smirk? …

Well, I smirk to see the ridiculousness of all the officials and the people’s attempts to control the ravaging COVID-19, but!

  • He Who sits in the heavens outright laughs. Quote:

Sovereign Authority Over His Creation!

  • Psalms 2:1-12
  • WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
  • The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,
  • Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.
  • He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.
  • He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,
  • Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.
  • I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.
  • Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.
  • You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.
  • Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.
  • Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.
  • Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.
  • O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

Well? Not To Shock Anyone, My Master, But!

Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 12:40 pm.

Coercion. Tyranny both popped in my mind whenever I read that Psalm, and?

  • I wondered! But of course, I kept that a secret for fear of man shunning me as a heretic.
  • O the fear of man! The chain strangling me most of my life.
  • What about the fear of You, my Master?
  • Busted chain.
  • Ha! The fear of man or the chain strangling me?
  • Busted by the fear of You! What a marvel!

Alright! Back To Repentance Now …

Wednesday, September 9, 2020 at 5:35 pm.

The quote on the meaning of number 6 opened my mind to understand much that I had not understood before about the sin of placing man’s ways over Your ways.

  • And in that date the 6 was followed by double 0. The meaning of Zero again:
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

What Are You Quickening Me About The Double Zeroes, My Master? …

Emphasis to proclaim repentance from placing man’s ways over Your ways. Master? You know the problem when it comes to repent.

  • The ways of mankind are a counterfeit of Your ways.
  • That is the problem.

Why Should We Repent Of Living A Good Life? …

You know my Master that we are programmed to call good evil and evil good. How is that? One example, You tell us to lean not in our understanding or in our minds, but!

  • The world’s system proclaims the mind over matter.

Master? I Wait On You. How To Go From Here On? James 4 Comes To Mind …

  • James 4 1 17AMPC+
  • WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?
  • You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1 Jn 3:15]
  • Or you do ask the Almighty Creator for them and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is when you get what you desire to spend it in sensual pleasures.
  • You are like unfaithful wives having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to the Almighty Creator! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being the Almighty Creator’s enemy? So, whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of the Almighty Creator.
  • Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit to be welcome with a jealous love?
  • But He gives us more and more grace or power of the Set-Apart Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully. That is why He says, the Almighty Creator sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but, gives grace continually to the lowly those who are humble enough to receive it.
  • So be subject to the Almighty Creator. Resist the devil, stand firm against him, and he will flee from you.
  • Come close to the Almighty Creator and He will come close to you. Recognize that you are sinners, get your soiled hands clean; realize that you have been disloyal wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts of your spiritual adultery.
  • As you draw near to the Almighty Creator be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep over your disloyalty. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame for your sins.
  • Humble yourselves feeling very insignificant in the presence of the Master, and He will exalt you, He will lift you up and make your lives significant.
  • My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].
  • One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?
  • Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a city and spend a year there and carry on our business and make money.
  • Yet you do not know [the least thing] about what may happen tomorrow. What is the nature of your life? You are [really] but a wisp of vapor (a puff of smoke, a mist) that is visible for a little while and then disappears [into thin air].
  • You ought instead to say, If the Master is willing, we shall live and we shall do this or that [thing].
  • But as it is, you boast [falsely] in your presumption and your self-conceit. All such boasting is wrong.
  • So any person who knows what is right to do but does not do it, to him it is sin. End of quote.

The Last Few Hours Have Been Rough, My Master …

Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 4:29 am.

Thank You for Your Presence. Your unbroken companionship sustains me under all circumstances. I hear tell cool weather is coming. Even so? I wait on You. Cool or hot weather, I wait on You.

Master? I Am So Lost With All New Developments …

Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 4:49 pm.

The computer crashed again while working in Photoshop early this morning. It came to me to notify support about the crash.

  • To fix the problem they needed to open a new Windows account as Administrator. Now I need to do a whole new set up. I am worn out. But I’ll try. Help, my Master help!

I Am Back To My Old Account. I Wait On You To Work Things Out For Me …

Thursday, September 10, 2020 at 8:17 pm.

Master? I am amazed and delighted to experience Your doings. The computer fan has not been working for a long time. I cleaned it to no avail.

  • Suddenly now? The little fan is turning beautifully!
  • My guess, O my Master? I did not have to go back to support for help.
  • This time they really mess me up.
  • But I am confident Your infinite patience shall avail me forever.
  • No problems without solutions living in Your Presence.
  • No need to worry.
  • You are with and for me.
  • I wait on You.
  • Thank You.

Notepad entries

Friday September 11, 2020 at 10:33 pm.

Master? Thank You. I don’t know how You are getting me out of this pickle, but getting me out of it You are.

  • I have been wondering how to spend my time while I wait on You to supply me with a hard drive to carry on with the task You have assigned unto me.
  • Suddenly! It came to me to use Notepad to record while I am waiting.
  • What a relief! Writing by hand is not something I cherish, Hahaha! I can hardly read my own handwriting. Anyhow? Earlier today I began to tell the tale.
  • I recorded by hand, Friday September 11, 2020 at 4:10 pm.
  • Master? Your words in Ecclesiastes are for real. Nothing in this world is permanent or as important as we make it out to be.
  • The hard drive crashed. All data in it gone! Thank goodness, my personal files are safe in my external tetra drive I hope.
  • I need to get a new drive I think, but! You know best what I need.
  • For the moment I am attempting to activate my old Windows 7 drive.
  • So far I have not succeeded on installing Windows in it because of the advance technology in Windows format to install Windows 10.
  • Tomorrow night hopefully You send Yazeed my way with a new installation CD.
  • Perhaps that will temporarily help me to start the computer and reinstall the programs I need to work on.

The most tragic day to remember in the USA …

It is now 10:58 pm on September 11, 2020.

Reminiscing, the towers burning, thousands of people dead, the rescuers, the survivors stories, the national mourning.

  • For a while, the churches were full.
  • Prayers. Prayers. Prayers.
  • Then?
  • Back to business as usual.

The towers are now rebuilt and I don’t hear too much talk about it anymore.

Then? KATRINA! What a horror! Did it change anything? Not much. Crisis over? Back to business as usual. Back to rebuild.

And now? COVID-19.

What goes on among the kings and the people inhabiting and running this world’s systems? Psalms 2 describes the issues quite clear.

  • Just as I finished writing that sentence, my little friend arrived with my supper–summer time supper at midnight–flexibility is what it takes and flexibility is what You have given to me.
  • No more complaining and lamenting things that cannot be changed.
  • You have inspired many on such matter, but! It’s all taken for granted. Why?
  • O well, my Master! For the simple reason that such is the way You planned it to be.
  • Why again like a two-year old–the age of the why?
  • Why did You design all things the way they are?
  • That is what You are now opening our minds to understand with the sole purpose to bring us to repentance.

Human wisdom. Knowledge of good and evil …

  • Cultures. Customs and traditions. Systems. Laws and rules. The powers to be in control for now?
  • The nasty hold of mental insanity!
  • For it is all a counterfeit of what it is in the invisible heaven. But!
  • It will all come to nothing within an hour of Your timing. Thank goodness!
  • For the truth of the matter is that You are in control of it all. Sovereign Authority over Your creation is the fact.
  • Please, my Master, don’t let me forget such a fact.

Ha! Midnight again!

Saturday September 12, at 12:04 am.

  • The 7th Day of Rest finds me resting on You alone and altogether. What an amazingly unique experience.
  • One thing to notice in the way You have changed all things in and out of me–the way I am no longer defining myself.
  • What do I mean? My mind churns all kinds of ways for me to be or say or do. Nonesense! You have opened my mind to see the futility of all such thoughts.
  • So now? I consider all such thoughts to be only rambles not worthy to dwell or much less to execute. I wait on You even for the next breath I am to take.
  • Release from all such binding thoughts and doings. For now? It is coming to mind to close this file and the computer. Go to bed. Hope for Your sleep blessing.

At the lowest point …

Saturday September 12, 2020 at 5:55 am.

Wow! What a blessing to start this day of rest with 3 fives! And that after You organized my day. why I do not claim to do things for myself now? Why I claimed You as the organizer of my day.

  • Simple. I had no idea of what or how to pass my day without access to my files to work on. You knew it all along because all my thoughts, feelings, and doings are under Your loving control.
  • So? You blessed me with sleep until 3 am. I got up for a few minutes. Not knowing what to do I thought perhaps You would bless me with some more sleep, and I headed for bed.
  • As I laid there praising and thanking You it came to me what to do. It came to mind how I was recording in the drive I need to format and I will lose all written. Ah! Get up and see how you can save that work in your external for safe keeping. Sure enough, it took a couple of hours but here I am working safely in my external, and?
  • The memories of my writer beginnings in 1985 are now quite alive. Hahaha! I had forgotten how You led me then when there was no such a thing as the Internet or Windows or any of the amazing digital advances of this day and age.
  • Well? I can’t regress. But I can progress to handle the pass and the present with much ease. No kidding! And the best part? You have set me up to do whatever I am doing now. I cannot take the credit.
  • That was the problem before, me taking credit for all what I called my ‘smarts’. And people encouraged me with such behavior.
  • The truth? The ways of mankind almost killed me not only physically but mainly spiritually.
  • Mental Insanity and how to handle it by the ways of mankind? Abolished! Set free indeed!
  • O my Master Your truth about my wicked carnal nature has set me free as  it is written in John xxx. I cannot emphasize enough how You have set me free once for all by convicting me of my natural wickedness.

What Now It Is To Be For Me My Master? …

That is what You show me on the spot? I find myself not premeditating on what I intent to do or what shall happen at any moment.

  • Your work in and without me is evident in the way I act.
  • I know of the things that have troubled me up unto this day.
  • Broken promises.
  • The irresponsibility of the people around me.
  • The fabulous as well as the corrupt world out there.
  • All of it?
  • A thing of the past.
  • You know it my Master.
  • It’s now 7:14. I am sleepy. Heading for bed.
  • I am back. Did not stay in bed.
  • Sleep did not come my way.
  • It came to me to get up and make a salad with the food from last night, to save some, to eat it for my breakfast.
  • That is what I been doing.

Let’s see what else I been doing? …

Saturday September 12, 2020 at 8:56 am.

Master? Thank You for the burst of joy in my heart. Joy! Rejoicing. Glad and grateful to You is my state and condition of the moment. All things not to my liking are inconsequential.

  • Whatever I need to do but forget? You remind me just in time.
  • And humor? The best! I can laugh at all our idiosyncrasies without offending anyone.
  • We really are a laughable bunch but don’t tell that around because you might get a punch in your mouth. Hahaha! HalleluYah.
  • And me? O my Master! You know all about my gullibility.
  • Gullible? My natural trade.
  • But now You can give to me to laugh at my own self on account of my gullibility.
  • What a difference now.
  • Your wisdom is my trade.
  • No kidding. You have clothed me in Your wisdom all because Your immense love for Your wacky child.
  • Master? I wonder when I’ll get to post these especial lines.
  • You are harmonizing my past with my present.
  • What a marvel!
  • In my puny mind I am hoping for 70 JOD to purchase a new drive, but who knows?
  • You might send me 70 millions JOD to purchase not just my drive but!
  • To purchase a whole kit and caboodle needed not only for my computer work but most important to get going with the preparation You have in mind to keep us on the days of the great tribulation prophesied to soon take place.
  • This seems to be the first day of fall, a nice cool breeze but me?
  • Wondering how You going to keep my avocado trees with the winter coming.
  • O my Master, You know all about my wanders and lurking fears.
  • No problem anymore.
  • I am not any longer frantic about getting dirt and bigger containers and this or that for anything.
  • You have opened my mind to understand Your words about all needing to take place on Your appointed time.
  • The trees shall survive or maybe not, either way?
  • You give You take away at Your discretion.
  • Master? In retrospect?
  • I had me a good laugh with the crashing of my hard drive. Why?
  • EVERYTHING was working perfectly.
  • I felt pretty smug, but the fan in the computer has not work for a long time.
  • I had wander how to replace it.
  • Right at the moment before the great crash?
  • I looked, wow! the fan was rolling away!
  • And I, so delighted about it when boom!
  • The computer stalled and off went to the black screen of death.
  • Black screen and big sign NO OPERATING SYSTEM! WHAT?
  • It did not worry me a bit because I knew exactly what to do to get back in business,
  • Never crossed my mind this time? NIL!
  • The hard drive had crashed.
  • The rest is history. Bless my heart.
  • Here I am now, my Master. I need to format the drive with the GPT format for Windows 10 but!
  • I have no way to find out how to do that.
  • I fear to format at all and not be able to get to my external at all.
  • Ha! Now that this file is saved in the external I won’t lose it.
  • I will shut down the computer. then unplug the external drive.
  • Turn the computer back on and proceed with the format.
  • Maybe it’ll work?
  • Master? Help me. I am hoping that doing all of this is coming from You.
  • Let it be so. Saving now. It is Saturday September 12, 2020 at 9:50 am.

STUCK!!!

Sunday September 13, 2020 at 7:22.

Master? I am stuck. Nothing works to install Windows 10. I simply do not have an installation disk. All my ISO are corrupted. Now? I have no Internet. So? I cannot download anything that could help me.

  • One thing is for sure, I don’t like any of what goes on but!
  • You know I am not worried about it.
  • I am 100% sure of You working all things for our good.
  • And I thank You for the nice weather.
  • Also, I am not in pain. I am comfortable.
  • I don’t need to be elated or in the best of moods yet.
  • The things that go on and on in this world are not really the best motivators for a good mood.
  • I am only thankful that You are with and for me.
  • You never leave nor forsake me no matter what I feel or think or do.
  • I am grateful that I can record in this file saved in the external but I will close it now since the computer is instable.
  • I do not want to risk the external.
  • It is now Sunday September 13, 2020 at 8:24 am.

‎Beginning Of WordPad Entries

Sunday, ‎September ‎13, ‎2020 at 5:38 pm.

No Internet connection yet my Master. I will save this record in WordPad to work on.  I am worn out. Will try to sleep.

I am up at 7:23 pm but I don’t feel good. Maybe I should go back to sleep? Help me, my Master. I wait on You.

Testing my patience? …

‎Monday, ‎September ‎14, ‎2020 at 12:26 am.

I do not know what is to happen when the ISO CD stops uploading. It is taking a long time to upload. It is a test to my patience. But I wait for to stop it means more corruption in the files.

  • Master? You alone can get me out of this pickle.
  • I been waiting for Yazeed to bring me the Windows 10 CD to no avail.

You are in control. You have a reason for things to be the way they are.

‎Monday, ‎September ‎14, ‎2020 at 6:35 am.

Master? Thank You for this cool morning. Thank You for restoring the Internet for me. I am now to attempt to install Windows 7 Ultima.

O my Beloved Master! Surge of a good mood!

‎Monday, ‎14 ‎September, ‎2020 at 11:35 am.

You led me to the installation disk for Windows 7 Ultima, the best Windows before Windows 10. The best part? I installed and did not loose this journal. Now I am Hoping for You to lead me to fixt the Internet problem.  Thank You.

Update On The Nightmare Week Past …

Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 9:01 am.

Master? Thank You for my well-being despite all the computer situation looking bleak. I have 9 days to wait on You settle things up for me.

In the meantime? I will record the wonderful experience of yesterday in Your Presence as soon as I install the Scriptures and Photoshop.

Master? The Computer Is About To Crash For Good.  You Know It …

Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 3:26 pm.

I am typing with fear & trembling. Your answer yesterday? Psalms 39:6,7 and Psalms 40:4. It brought tears to my eyes. Why? A long time ago I lived with my daughter Roxana. My granddaughter Jessica would come to visit me every day.

  • That specific day she took my Amp Bible and marked those verses in Psalms 39 and 40.
  • Yesterday? I resigned to the fact that soon I will have no computer. I brought the matter to You. I picked my Bible and? Those verses popped! Amazing! Quote:

Psalms 39:6-7 AMPC+

Surely every man walks to and fro–like a shadow in a pantomime; surely for futility and emptiness he is in turmoil; each one heaps up riches, not knowing who will gather them. [1Co_7:31; Jas_4:14]

  • And now, Master, what do I wait for and expect?
  • My hope and expectation are in You.

I Wiped My Tears. I Began To Read. Way Up To Psalms 42 …

My soul mind, and spirit were renewed. It looks like I will have no computer but? I am not just resigned and hopeless, no. Indeed! And now, Master, what do I wait for and expect? My hope and expectation are in You now and forever!

  • In an email I  shared my experience with Roxana, quote:
  • On the verge of no computer. the hard drive crashed. the old drive installed is about to crash. I have no windows 10. The programs do not work in windows 7.
  • Al in all I need about $1000.00 to resolve it all and I am not willing to do anything about getting such monies, period.
  • Yesterday I had a wonderful experience. As I realized my predicament, I called on my Father. I opened my Bible and? Jessica’s marked scriptures popped. I began to read.
  • The tears began to flow, I could hardly read but, I wiped my tears and read on. Psalms 39-42.
  • I finished my reading. It came to me the futility of it all, and yet? no need to keep it all shut inside of me. I needed to speak up or blow up my mind into insanity. It came to me to speak to you. You have been connecting with me. I am not looking for advise just for understanding.
  • Father is in control of it all.
  • love,
  • mom

And That’s The New You Have Made. Thank You …

Tuesday, September 15, 2020 at 11:05 pm.

Master? I guess I have been trying instead of trusting You. Then again? Maybe I have been trusting You are leading me to whatever I do or don’t do.

Where Am I Going? Where Are You Leading Me To Go Or Do Or Think? …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 12:13 am.

It’s a new day. Perhaps sleep is what I need? Heading for bed now. Slept until about 3 am. Here I am. O my Master! I am still trying to connect in the Internet.

I Don’t Know What To Do But You Do …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 6:17 am.

Show me the way, O my Master show me the way. Should taking care of the drivers solve the Internet problems? I will check now.

O But Your Answers Are For Real …

Wednesday, September 16, 2020 at 5:00 pm

Ha! Five for grace and preparation and double zeroes. Your all-inclusive message of grace and preparation for the great tribulation must go forth.

  • No way the powers to be could ever truncate Your good plan for us all.
  • Yes, the powers to be have control of the Internet and all happenings in this so ever loved world of Yours but!
  • Such control is soon to terminate forever.
  • The powers to be know that they have only a little time to destroy Your workers.
  • Even so? O my Master! Your power no foe can resist.
  • What a comfort it is to live under Your loving protection.
  • And the best part? You are gathering all Your children one by one.

So? What Goes On With The Computer? …

That shall be the content of the next post. Much more to come. Wait.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.