Old Life Gone! New Life Begins. Today …?

It Is As Yesterday Or Tomorrow No More Sorrow. Indeed! My Life Was In Shambles …?

 The Beauty In This World? Relax. Rejoice. Be Real Not Fake …

Sunday, December 13, 2020 at 9:05 am.

Genuine not counterfeit. Humor and strength of character are to be your gifted trademark from Me to reach many of souls. So? This is the new me You have restored.

Reflecting On Relax. Rejoice. Be Real Not Fake …

Sunday, December 13, 2020 at 8:57 pm -11:42 pm.

Genuine and authentic; not artificial or spurious. This day is ending. I spent the last three hours searching for the day of my arrival to Amman, Jordan. In the process? Some records worthy to recall. Quote:

Is Ahmad’s Birthday! Who is Ahmad? My gifted son …

Thursday, November 17, 2016 at 5:03 am

The year was 2010. Somewhere around November 02, 2010.

A Bond Was Established …

That night it came to me to create a graphic about the dream/vision I had when I asked Father to take all my affection for Ahmad out of my heart.

That night again, after my request I went to sleep and I found myself at the edge of a pool at the bottom of a rushing water cascade. I knew that from that cascade babies would be still-born and I was there to KILL those babies for sure…suddenly! A beautiful baby girl came rushing down the cascade crying and attached to this girl by the umbilical cord was a long boy apparently sleeping and I exclaimed: I CANNOT KILL THESE BABIES! THEY ARE ALIVE!

Then I bend over and picked up the little girl and somebody else picked up the boy and we were looking for scissors to cut them apart but then I heard Ahmad’s voice saying: “NO! DON’T CUT THEM NOW! WE CAN DO THAT LATER!” And I woke up!

The Spirit told me that day that my affection for Ahmad was to be the umbilical cord to transmit LIFE into Ahmad’s being. He would not take it out of my heart but on the contrary, He would nurture my affection until due time—His time for Ahmad to accept the life that I would transmit to him.

Basilia & Ahmad—What A Pair!

It had been a year—for that 4th day of November was to mark the exact date when Basilia & Ahmad met for the first time! O what a year! Never a dull moment! And a very productive year it turned out to be at the expense of Basilia’s carnal pride! For after humiliation plus humiliation her pride? Spent—no more pride left!

Basilia and Ahmad—what a pair! Neither Basilia much less Ahmad had any concept of our FATHER doings! For our FATHER purposely did not and does not to the present, let Basilia know much ahead of time for obvious reasons. Should the Father/Creator let Basilia know all the details of His plan, Basilia will for sure take it upon herself to improve and execute such plan accordingly to her own carnal or human reasoning just like everybody does!

And so, again, it had been a year, for that 4th day of November was to mark the exact date when Basilia and Ahmad met for the first time! O what a year! Never a dull moment! A very productive year it has been at the expense of “Poor Basilia’s carnal pride!

Believe me there is no pride left in “Poor Basilia” to the present 2016 year! All pride spent in seven years of one humiliation after another after another to the point that now, just now in 2016, I can humbly recognize that wicked pride and subdue it! How? Only by the power of love from on high.

The day the matter actually took place ….

Ahmad and I joined by the umbilical cord of eternal life!

Thursday, November 25, 2010 (7:35 am)

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua what is it that I dreamed? All I remember is that two babies came out of somebody’s womb into a fountain of clear water and evidently these babies were supposed to be killed for whatever reason—Maybe they were supposed to be dead already but when they come out of the womb there was a beautiful tiny lively little girl but crying and a little boy and I said,

“I cannot kill these babies they are alive!” and we whoever was with me picked them up and were looking how to cut the umbilical cord but somebody maybe a doctor holding the umbilical cord said, “we can do that later” and I woke up!

What is the meaning of this most peculiar dream? There was no feelings involved during the dream or when I woke up. It seems that it was a good dream telling me something good about myself and perhaps about Ahmad.

It seems that in my dream Ahmad was the one holding the umbilical cord and saying “we can do that later”. Perhaps You are answering my request earlier this morning about my hurt feelings and emotions?

“My child—My precious and beloved Thia yes this dream represents the birth of a new beautiful relationship that just took place between you and Ahmad—a relationship of twin newborn babies destined to live tied by the umbilical cord of My nature ingrained within you.

“I know how intense within you is the urge for your children and friends and Ahmad’s fellowship and affection. But I also know the strength of your commitment to My Being—for such is the strength that I have invested upon you!

“In your dream the beautiful little girl was lively and alive but the little boy was not even awake though not without life—and so it has been in the reality of your relationship with Ahmad up to the moment of your interchange early this morning.

“For Ahmad walked in your room while you were praying for me to kill or to destroy these hurtful feelings caused by the sense of Ahmad and all your relations lack of understanding of the most intense affection I have placed in your heart for them!

“Because Ahmad and your children and friends are so bugged down with the affairs of this world they cannot understand what I am doing with your life though that they are tied down to you by the umbilical cord of My nature within you!

“Yes! Such is the fact and Ahmad is beginning to understand that tie now after witnessing the integrity of your character and your commitment to Me.

“For quite a while now I have let you feel My sadness as I see My children running around like sheep without a pastor totally consumed with the affairs of this world fending for themselves and totally oblivious to My good will and plan I have for them.

“But on days like this when your family will be absorbed in celebrating this Thanksgiving day to the point of exhaustion and when you witness Ahmad and his predicament of life your sadness comes to a peak along with My sadness!

“Yet My child—My beloved and precious Thia I cannot kill those feelings and emotions coming out of the core of your being—I cannot cut the heart of life that I have given to you as I ingrained My nature within your being!

“Nonetheless I am empowering you to live tied to Ahmad and your children and friends by the umbilical cord of My nature within you until the time comes for them to fully assimilate and wake up to My nature!

“This morning Ahmad has begun to assimilate that nature and soon he shall come to life—to a healthy and lively existence while he abandons his troublesome affairs and engages in My affairs!

“Thus by My intervention in Ahmad’s mind and heart Ahmad is beginning to understand and see this tie—this umbilical cord of My nature within you offering life to him and he knows it.

“Thus My child—My beloved Thia from here on out I am empowering you to live above any hurt feelings coming your way. And you shall continue submitting your thoughts to My Being and conquering for My esteem and honor! I delight in you My child and My delight in you is your strength!”

O HalleluYah! I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing! I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my salvation be exalted!

I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing! I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my salvation be exalted!

I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing! I will sing! O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of salvation be exalted!!!

Wow! What A Finding! Your Leading Is Impeccable …

Sunday, December 13, 2020 at 11:55 pm

I had no idea how to continue from now on, but! Your leading! You led me to the above recording which was far from my mind. I had completely forgotten such a record. Not so with You.

  • You are now putting all pieces together starting from the first piece.
  • The disorder and judgement of the past month has ended.
  • It is now time for the meaning of number five.
  • How timely! Quote:

The Number Five stands for Grace and Preparation. This number associates the idea of Your grace and life to it. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life. The creation responds to You, the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for Your ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.

Your Ultimate Act To Flourish …

Monday, December 14, 2020 at 12:02 am

Time to produce fruit, to shine light, and to provide just the right atmosphere for your ultimate act to flourish. Your Ultimate Act? Indeed!

  • BEHOLD! Governing Order Rulership. The Power Of Your Wisdom and Love Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Watching It All Take Place With Amazing Precision! …

The quoted records? Exactly 10 years ago almost to the date on Thursday, November 25, 2010—Thanksgiving Day in 2010. Now I know why my Thanksgiving Day episode surfaced on Friday, December 11, 2020.

From 1974 To 1985 To 1995 To 2005 To 2015 To   ?

Monday, December 14, 2020 at 1:31 am.

This last 2015  year? Maybe ten years, started on 2015 when You planted me in Amman, Jordan. Will it end in 2025? Only You know my Master. Me? Today. Today You have opened my ears to hear and obey.

  • Today You are leading me to continue building my House on the Rock that You are.

Indeed! My Life Was In Shambles, But! …

Moment by moment. Day by day. Week by week.  Month by month. Year by year?

All came neat.

The seasons came.

The seasons went.

My time?

It was rent! It was bent!

O the time bygone!

Old life? With my time is gone.

Where now is new life to begin with the grin of spring?

On the mountain top in the Presence of my Master.

There where the flowers bloom.

Where there always springtime is faster.

Where the blooming is never to stop.

Where summertime arrives none too soon.

My life in shambles? No more rambles.

Steady New Life is now ready.

The suffering? Myself to purify.

The New Life’s cleanser Suffering to be tried, smelted, and refined.

Within me the wicked cannot understand how it can no longer stand crushing my hand

Behold! The power of my Father’s love and wisdom?

I now quite understand as I sit still in the mill In the Presence of the Master!

Old life gone! 2017 New Life Begins….

Today. It Is As Yesterday Or Tomorrow No More Sorrow …

Monday, December 14, 2020 at 7:38 am.

The dates on the moment I record continue to impress me. Now I have Monday for the 1st day of the week. The 14th day of December the 12th month of the year 2020 at the 7th hour plus 38 minutes on this morning. Numbers meaning?

  • Number 1 meaning the Creator’s Unity.
  • Number 12 meaning Governing Order Rulership.
  • Number 14 composed of number 7 twice.
  • Number 2020 composed of double 10 twice meaning When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.
  • Number 7 meaning Completeness and Rest. The Creator does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • Number 38 composed of numbers 3 & 8 meaning
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
  • The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles.
  • The number eight or the last number on the date of this moment presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.

Can You Now See My Ways Clearly My Child? …

Do you see why I compelled you to record the date/time in all the words I would give to you to record in the journal of your daily living? The dates/time are the steppingstones in the crossing the river of your life.

Yes, I Can Now See Quite Clear The Steppingstones In The Crossing The River Of My Life …

Monday, December 14, 2020 at 8:49 am.

The River Of My Life? It has been ragingly flowing carrying away the debris from the past for the most, but there been stretches of peaceful flowing Your loving Presence enjoying.

Seven Years Have Gone By Since 2013—Your Leading To Recall …

Amazing how You are leading me to place those steppingstones in Your Governing Order Rulership. It is all neatly ready for display for all to see Your righteous way.

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The Beauty In This World…

Three Requirements To Enter The Kingdom Of Heaven!

  1. Lean Not On Your Own Understanding
  2. Become Like Little Children
  3. Do Not Call Anyone ‘Teacher’ Or ‘Father’ Or ‘Leader’

Are We Eligible Or Will We Be Denied By Reason Of Our Neglect To Meet Such Requirements?

Wednesday, April 10, 2013 at 2:12 am

Father Yah, how but how can we ever be able to detach ourselves from the beauty in this world? Beauty, beautiful people, beautiful things, beautiful words, beautiful music, breathtaking scenery, outstanding works of art, loving & caring people and more saturates this world as much as corruption & ugliness do!

How easy it can be to break away from corruption & ugliness but to break away from beauty & the beautiful side of this world? It’s impossible my Father and You know it! Yet, NOTHING absolutely NOTHING is impossible to You!

Wednesday, April 10, 2013 at 3:39 pm

My days are spent in sorrow because I hear not from anyone who is paying mind to Your words, my Father. If I was writing from and for myself I would have no problem to join them and laugh and enjoy the maximum beauty that this world has to offer just like everybody else is doing!

But such is not the case so I lift up my whole being unto You my Master pleading for mercy for me and for all of those of my concern!

Wednesday, April 10, 2013 at 7:27 pm

So, I guess I’m only thinking of myself—self-centered? It’s a pity my Father but You know that I don’t know what to think or what to do or how to just be when the brunt of aloneness in this world hits my whole being!

If I am right or wrong it does not matter because whatever I am or do it does not change the fact that Your people continue to live according to what seems good to them and not according to Your Word or Your commandments.

So, they perform all those rituals and keep all those festivals and adhere to what seems good to them and immerse themselves in a world of beauty & goodness but the truth of the matter is that when it comes to the core of Your written words as in the famous Sermon on the Mount in Matthew 5-7 & Luke 6 & many other chapters in Your written words those words are totally out of the scope of human capability to observe & keep them!

Thus, instead of accepting such incapability and turning to You my Father we just frame & quote & study & dissect those words with much diligence then go on doing what we think is best to do to keep and do those words never for one minute realizing that we are not fit to keep and do those words by our own power of thinking and emotional hype!

Thus, Your commandment not to lean in our own understanding, to become like little children and not to call anyone ‘teacher’ or ‘father’ or ‘leader’ are totally ignored and replaced by our own ideas & concepts of what it all means!

Can your people not see that we are programmed by the religious & secular systems in this world to do exactly the opposite of Your commandments?

Ah! But Your people is appalled to give up such beauty & goodness! It feels so good! It’s such pleasure to hear and to see the glitter of beautiful words of comfort & encouragement & sympathy!

Am I deranged to suggest that such beauty is an abomination unto You my Father?

Hum! Think again! Am I or are you the deranged one? Go over the words from the lips of our Messiah & check yourself against those words before you analyze this donkey that I am!

I love you! Yes I love you with the love of my Yah in spite of your cruelty to the one human being most concerned with your eternal destiny! And yes I miss you but I will not bow down to your style of living opposite to the commandments from our Maker no matter how enticing such style of living it is!

Thursday, April 11, 2013 at 12:10 am

I’m going back to sleep. It’s 1:41 am and I’m awake but in much pain. I will go back to sleep. It’s now 4:36 am and I hope that now I can stay awake and continue the work that You have assigned unto me.

O my Father, as I reflect on Your words from the very first ‘In the beginning…’ words in the book of Genesis I am totally baffled and astonished to realize how mankind has managed to mangle and twist and exploit Your pure and simple instructions for us to live in Your Presence forever!

But this is the way You knew things would go for this is the way that You chose to purify & temper Your children to mold us into Your image.

So, I might as well chill out and suffer this incredible moment of pain that I am going through as I witness the preposterous behavior of my own children and my friends towards me and towards You.

But they all in one accord despise all that You my Father have given to me to stand firmly on for they consider themselves to be outstanding citizens in the sight of man and in Your sight!

So be it Father Yah! Up to this moment of time You have had me reaching out and plead with my loved ones in one way or the other because You made it my business to do so.

But now this is no longer my business! This is all Your business from now until You lift up my head as You see fit to do! I will no longer reach out to my children or my friends begging for them to reciprocate this love of Yours that I hold in my heart for them.

I will sit still and let their conscience be their guide. For I know that sooner than later You will penetrate that conscience within them and then You will accomplish Your heart’s desire for them and for me! Amen & HalleluYah!

Impeccable Your Leading Remains …

Monday, December 14, 2020 at 9:19 am.

Smile. Why? Your Impeccable leading me to publish such daring message! And that at the time that the river of my life is peaceful flowing for my enjoyment. Why disturb such peace, my Master?

“Ah! What a delightful jolt to My Being! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What a joy it is for Me to see My child open to My leading even when My leading disturbs the peaceful flowing of the river of her life. It won’t be for long My child, it won’t be. Fear not! Relax! Remember, My ways? My thoughts? Unbelievable higher than yours.” End of Your loving words.

That Sure Is A GOOD Thing Over My Down To Nothing Of My Ways And Thoughts …

Monday, December 14, 2020 at 12:10 pm.

One more record to quote. This record shall equalize the record above, I hope. It is a quote on Monday, April 2, 2018 at 2:28 pm that was made into a book. Quote:

O my Father! Nothing seems to add up. One moment I see clear. The next moment? A dark cloud impairs my vision. My heart constricts. Do you measure up? My mind persists.

A challenging moment? Perhaps. What is my challenge, my Father? What must I respond to the measuring up in a humble spirit? Do I measure up at all in Your sight?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Yes, you measure up in My sight. Because you measure up? Daniel 12 is coming to fulfilment on this your moment of suffering.

“Daniel 12:10  Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan_11:33-35]

“Now? The time is here for the teachers and those who are wise to understand. To understand? Yes. To understand least they fail the test and fall with the rest of unbelievers.

“Daniel 11:33-35 And they who are wise and understanding among the people shall instruct many and make them understand, though some [of them and their followers] shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.

“Now when they fall, they shall receive a little help. Many shall join themselves to them with flatteries and hypocrisies.

“And some of those who are wise, prudent, and understanding shall be weakened and fall, [thus, then, the insincere among the people will lose courage and become deserters. It will be a test] to refine, to purify, and to make those among [the Almighty’s people] white, even to the time of the end, because it is yet for the time [the Almighty] appointed.

“My child,  The Sermon of the Mountain is to penetrate the leaders of My people  full force by the power of My love and wisdom not by their own power of understanding My written words.

“There are Three Requirements To Enter The Kingdom Of Heaven!

  1. Lean Not On Your Own Understanding
  2. Become Like Little Children
  3. Do Not Call Anyone ‘Teacher’ Or ‘Father’ Or ‘Leader’

“Are you Eligible Or Will you Be Denied By Reason Of your Neglect To Meet Such Requirements? That’s my challenge to the Leaders of My people.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You must set a link to the Sermon on the Mount plus the other writings I have quickened you to check for this moment.

“From now on? I am leading you to challenge My people. It’s time. They have reached the max of their cleverness to no avail. Why?

“My children shall never find what they are looking for until they come and reason with me to obtain the power to repent of their own cleverness to live independent of Me.

“Go on My child! I am with you and for you. You shall never be put to shame. I am delighted in your continuing obedience despite the cost to your own humanity.

“Remember, My delight in your obedience is your strength. Do not despair. The greatest miracle in your life is about to happen. Rejoice!” End of quote.

Thanks, my Father. You alone have the power to settle and harmonize all inharmonious circumstances no matter how they surface daily, at any moment.

May Your will be done in our hearts down here on earth as it is in heaven. Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you dear reader and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

Wow! Dumbfound I Am Found …

Monday, December 14, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

On Your leading heading to posting grounds. May Your will be done in the heart of each one of Your children on this earth as it is done in Heaven.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.